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This is a page for all the completely tripped out crap I can't begin to explain in any rational sense. Like all that crap about the center of the universe expanding. NOTE : This page is best read on some kind of hallucinogen. (altough finding the site is hard after about 3 hits.)�
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1.) Party similarity�
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I've been having some pretty weird dreams lately. I begin to wonder about my sanity. I wonder if the things I dream are in some small way real , or if it's all just one big pipedream ? For example , I dreamt that I went on a date with Fairuza Balk , the main bad witch from "The Craft". It was so odd that I wrote a web page about it and shared with my close friends. (Many of which are now enemies because of this acid-tongued site). So , in the dream , there's a party scene ... and the party seemed so out of place for a gay autuer director who lived in forest park (clayton , missouri). But , days later I went to what I still swear is the exact same party. Maybe they were similar because they were big and loud , but still.... �
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2.) The Center of the Universe�
I used to think I was the center of the universe. Like that I was the anchor for all living things. (Idea taken from JTHM issue # 4-7) But, this became my odd obsession. I started thinking about what would happen if I died. Would the world that I had helped create and keep up , disappear , and some other alternate reality take it's place ? Do you get me so far ? So , what happens when the light goes off in the refrigerator ? Does the thing inside still exist ? Of course it does , but it is changed. You see... Every person is an anchor for the world. Every human being constitutes the mass of the world and how we percieve it. Think about this for a second. What if all the people in one part of the world died all at once ? Would that section of the world disappear ? NO... here's why... Every human being develops over a lifetime a sense of location. Who they are , what they are , and why they are. When something like that happens , the people that die have shut off their part of the world. But , the living still exist , so that part is still there. As long as people know , even vaguely , of something , it cannot cease to exist. As long as ONE HUMAN MIND sees or hears or knows of it , it cannot cease to be. When one man dies , what happens ? People cry , try to forget , and so on... But , they never do forget , so that person (even though bodily function has stopped) exists in the MINDS of people. You see , everyone has 2 (or many many more) selves. The 3 basic selves are : The self that is (your personality and traits) and the self that observes the self (Other people's collective memories of you , your personality and traits.) So you see , the dead still live , but the living cannot truly die. That is my philosophy.�
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3.) ???????�
This is stream of conciousness. This keyboard makes funny noises when I press really hard. I wonder if they ever figured out that Voltron and Power Rangers were the exact same FRIKIN thing ? Man , this typing crap is for the birds. Really. The way I type , birds might as well have written the damn thing. "If you memorize the speech so damn good , why don't you fly the thing ?" I think that religious people are OK if left alone. But once they find an issue (politcal or not) they turn into single-minded facist bastards. And they should all go straight to HELL ... But anyway. I still can't believe I was lucky enough to seduce a woman this week. *sniffs*
smells like bad lotion! I hope movie nights are this week. I can't wait to introduce Rachel to everyone. Happy happy times ! I wonder if Sifl and Olly are still on TeeVee ? Or if they got cancelled ..... Waiting for a class is a bitch , I just spend all my time either eating or editing this site... I guess it aint all bad. Steffy said she'd help me with my HTML skillz. I wonder if she meant that ? INTERESTING ......."bunch of flowers!" ...... I was thinking to myself : do giant monster movies sell anymore ? Cause I thought Godzilla was cool , and nobody went to see it... I wonder if we're all past that giant monster stage that the nation had in the 50s. *chants* bring back the monsters! bring back the monsters! (etc...)
"But when I got the flow , I'm Doctor-on-the-go so ... "
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